I've been feeling so empty lately. Before this, i was always down for some reason but after sometime i just don't feel anything anymore. I know i have this rule where i always keep my blog happy-go-lucky but this time i just really feel like writing this. I'm just blank. My friends were complaining that i'm not my crazy self anymore and that i was always frowning, like i had something bothering me. But the good thing is that i ACTUALLY know that i'm feeling empty. Which means i'm not all blank. At one point I felt so empty that i kept stuffing food into my mouth just so i would feel, well, full. I eat even when i'm not hungry. This is bad and i really need to get rid of this. So i thought of exercising to get rid of this but it has gotten worse. When i jog, my mind roam wild and free into wonderland then it stops and my concentration goes to the moving ground where my feet dances on. Few rounds later, dizziness took place. So that plan's out from my list. Then i tried watching my favourite romanctic comedies. That didn't work as well, the more i watched the more i felt empty. Back to phase one, i started putting food into my mouth again, to fill in the emptiness i had in me.
Inez.
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