PriVaTe JoKeS

An epiphany I had on Sara Bareilles' King of Anything

2011-05-08T11:32:00.002+08:00

King of Anything by Sara Bareilles

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So, you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
Swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up onboard with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction, oh
But you'll never see

You're so busy making masks
With my name on it in all caps
You've got the talking down
Just not the listening

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I've tried
To make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe

I like this song a lot but the more i sing, the more i find that something's wrong with the lyrics. And then one day, eureka! I found what's wrong with it. The whole song is about how she wants to tell off this person who constantly tells her what to do with her life. It says here in the lyrics she doesn't want this other persona's opinions and thoughts. She wishes that this other person could just keep his thoughts to himself. She wants to be free and not be told what to do. She is capable of living on her own, and she doesn't need to be rescued. BUT at the verse where i've underlined, it says, waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn to decide. WHAT??!! Throughout the whole song, she tells us how she feels about always being controlled by this other rather dominant character, and now she wants someone else to come along TO TELL HER that it's her turn to decide?! Woman, you are contradicting towards your own statement! If you know how it feels to always be told what to do, then woman, then why are you waiting for another person to tell you what should be done? You're back to square one where you're still controlled by someone! It ruins the whole purpose of this song! So dare you tell me who to be, yes, no one has the rights to tell you who to be, so please, don't wait for other people to tell you when to decide. You owe your life to no one to please but yourself. It's time you stop letting people tell you what to do, if you want to do something and it feels right to you, just do it. Go with your gut, or in the owl language, gizzard! ;)

Inez.

It got me thinking that i might be thinking too much.

2011-04-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

I was hanging out with a bunch of friends this morning and Russell Peters came up. One of my friends started imitating him and told a gender joke Russell Peters made. It had something to do with how guys can just sit down for 15 minutes and not think about anything while girls can't. According to Russell Peters, us girls can never stop thinking, not even for 5 minutes, we can't! And it is very true. My mind is constantly filled with thoughts. Don't ask me what or why, i don't know. They're just there. Sometimes they even jump from one to another within seconds. And yes, some of the thoughts are incredibly random. I seriously don't know how the boys do it. Not think for 5 minutes is just mission impossible for me, but then again, when do boys ever think anyway. Am i right, girls? ;P

Inez.

The Comeback

2011-03-19T18:36:00.001+08:00

2 months, i've been m.i.a for 2 months and what's better than to announce to the whole goddamn world, by world, i mean all you beautiful people who read my blog, that I passed my undang test! I was terrified that when i clicked the "tamat sesi" button, i closed my eyes with both of my hands. Good thing the room was empty when i saw my result cos i literally LOL-ed and then very out loud i said, damn bitch you're good! I walked out of the room, with pride i smiled while everyone else looked at me with their IDC faces. Ah, that's one of the best feelings you don't get to feel everyday.

Inez.

There Are No Words

2011-01-14T17:42:00.001+08:00

As scary as it is, writing my curriculum vitae a.k.a resume, I am grateful for having her as my mother. She's so amazing when it comes to these sorta stuff. I have a lovely pair of parents. One, who knows her way and is fearless in the corporate world, shows us the world as it is. The other, who sees the world in a whole new angle, teaches us many things that other children would only dream of. Thank you so much mommy and daddy. I love you :)

And It's A Whole New World

2011-01-03T12:50:00.000+08:00

Day #1 of 2011
My family and I had to attend Chellah mama's funeral. We bid our goodbyes and came home.

Day #2 of 2011
Woke up feeling unwell. I spent the whole day lying down on my bed and staring into space while suffering through the pain.

Everything's gonna be just fine :)

Inez.

Howdy 2011 !

2011-01-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year ! Great ahead of us everyone. Cheers and BLAST OFF!

Inez.

Stepping Into 2011

2010-12-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

2011 was just 3 hours away when i got the news that one of my non blood-related grandaunt has passed on to the other side. She didn't make it to witness 2011 happen. She's now in a better place. A place with no pain, no sadness, no suffering, just pure happiness and peace. May she rest in peace. Happy new year Chellah mama.. Happy new year everyone :)

Inez.

No pressure.. Really ?

2010-12-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

Boy : Marry me?
Girl : Well, this is all so sudden, i need some time to think it over.
Boy : Hey, hey, don't worry. NO PRESSURE. I'LL WAIT FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOU WANT.

AS IF THERE WON'T BE ANY PRESSURE AFTER THE I'LL-WAIT-FOR YOU CRAP!
Yes, you say that there won't be any pressure but then knowing that you'll be waiting, IT GIVES A HELL LOT OF PRESSURE. Who would take their time, really take their time to think, consider all of the options and possibilities with peace of mind when they know that there is someone out there, waiting and hoping to be with you. No one could really do that unless you're a heartless evil jackass. So come on, if you don't wanna put pressure on that particular person, don't say that ! I know you people are eager but i haven't came up with something perfectly suitable to say in that sorta situation so before i do, you can try saying ~

1. Sure thing sweets. Take all the time you need.
2. Don't worry about it. What's important is you take your time.
3. Okay, i want you to relax and think about the future, YOUR future before you decide.

There ya go. You've got 3 options to twist and turn about. All better that the i'll-wait-for-you bugger.

Inez.

Cheers to all the seventeens out there!

2010-12-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

The VIPs of my life.

Inez.

Tyler's Birthday at Monte's !

2010-12-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

Phew ~ Finally a post with pictures ! We went to Monte's to celebrate Tyler's birthday :)

The food is darn good ! I strongly recommend Monte's ! ;)

This is the cake KarYee *with Amanda's help* baked for Tyler. See the initial ;)

Tyler giving a toast.

Bottoms up !

The boys flexing their biceps *rolls eyes

This is what happens when you man up and down a mug full of beer with an empty stomach.

*Bored face

Inez.

The Power Of Words

2010-12-05T10:51:00.000+08:00

When I was younger, I would always lose quarreling with my sister. She's the one with the good vocab and strong disputes. She's 2 years elder, what do you expect.. And when i get too angry and can't fight her points, i'd hit her. Of course, she'd report it to my mom and i'd get lectured, sometimes even punished. My parents have this rule, we can never hurt each other physically. What they didn't think of was, words that could hurt us mentally. They don't know the power of words. They don't know how deep a person can get hurt with words. The power of words are actually much stronger than physical contact. A person can get hurt by another person even if it means they're on different sides of the Earth. When you're physically hurt, you feel the pain on your skin, on your wounds, but the pain goes away as time passes by but when you're hurt by words, you feel pain everywhere, the kind of pain that you can't lick on it to make it feel better, the wound stays in a place so deep that you can't reach but it'll always hurt to remind you of its existance and the only solution to that is your mind. You are the only solution to make yourself feel better. But no matter how strong you are, it'll still be there. It's like an ugly scar which'll still hurt. Words have a greater power than all of us. Parents, educate your children and make sure they never abuse that.

Inez.

Birthday Surprise!

2010-11-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

We were sitting at Mikko's living room, watching Finding Nemo. Mikko came up and told us to stand up. She said her maid wants to sweep the floor. "Where is she then?" was what running through my mind when everyone started clapping and singing to the birthday song. I clapped and sang along utterly unsure of what was going on. I tried asking whose birthday it was but all they did was ignore me. Then JinIng, JiaHui and LiWei came up with a candle lit chocolate cake in their hands. It was only when they were walking towards me that i realized the celebration was MY birthday. I believe my face was stunned. My reaction nerve wasn't working. Caught off guard, I wasn't sure of how to react so I just stood there with my goofy smile and surprised look. I definitely didn't see that coming. It was truly a surprise and i absolutely loved it! I had so much fun today and I have the girls to thank for. I love them to bits! :)

Birthday girl ;)

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone !

2010-11-25T18:17:00.001+08:00

Howdy y'all ;) It's Thanksgiving ! I'm grateful for everything that i have and will have in the future.

Here's what i'm grateful for :
~ I'm finally sitting for SPM !
~ 3 subjects are done and over with.
~ My birthday's next Monday !
~ Tuition classes end next week !
~ Downloaded Easy A
~ Joined People's Choice and voted too ;)
~ SPM's gonna be over soon !!

Oh yeah, i'm grateful for the simple stuff. Life IS simple ;)
I stumbled upon Ian Somerhalder's foundation webpage. His birthday wish is for people to come together and raise funds to support projects concerning our Planet. For all of you out there who are capable of giving, go on ahead and check it out. It is Thanksgiving afterall ! Enjoy your stuffed turkey now :)

http://www.isfoundation.com/

Inez.

Let's Not Overthink It Shall We ?

2010-11-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

Today, one of my classmates said something that bugged me -I'm sorry but i'm not a gentleman so don't expect me to help you. Well, not of that exact context but that's what he meant. Before this, he wrote on his status that he thinks the world's unfair. He wonders about the existenece of a gentlegirl instead of a gentleman. He thinks that it's unfair that boys are always the ones who tolerate and give in to girls. Well, i'm not gonna be the judge of this but if we were to lay every single unfairness between boys and girls, i think we're even. It's not easy being a boy, neither it is easy being a girl. Well it's not easy being anything !

My point is, why do we need to differentiate and label ourselves? Whether you are a gentleman or not, it's up to you to decide. What other people want to think is out of our control. Instead of complaining or trying to be the perfect gentleman, why can't we just let things be simple and help each other as friends? Why do we have to label ourselves in a way that'll make everything so complicated?

I guess that's jsut the norm of us human minds. We tend to overthink every single detail and confuse everyone including ourselves. We just can't be simple.

Inez.

Come and Go

2010-11-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

It's the 3rd of November. I used to love this month. November was always fun. School ends in this month, my birthday is this month, etc .. I've always loved this month, just not this year's. It's SPM. I don't get to celebrate my birthday. I have a paper on my birthday and the whole week. So many reason i don't like this year's November.

Anyway, there's this song that i love. It's called Start All Over Again by Dana Glover and Dave Koz.

Hope everyone has a bloody awesome November ;)

Inez.

Human Nature

2010-10-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hipocrites. We all are. One thing different is, we're separated by different levels. Congratulations, you just hit the highest level of hipocracy.

Inez.

When You Think It's Impossible

2010-10-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

High School Graduation

2010-10-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

I had a blast graduating yesterday. It was so much fun. The anticipation, the drama, the cameras flashing all over and everyone looked so pretty. I was nervous at first but when i was walking up the stage, i turned auto-pilot. I didn't feel anything. All i know is i was on auto-pilot. God knows how and why that happened.

I felt like i took tons of pictures. It was fun taking pictures and having my pictures taken. The food wasn't good though. After we had our meals, Vanesa snuck into my bus and we went back to school together. The teacher in charge didn't even take our attendance. The bus just left.

After we reached school, we took a few more pictures with someof our friends. Then we went over to Syaza's house. Vanesa went with Aiman on his bike, while Jaseem and I walked. The others took the car. It was nice, walking and talking with Jaseem. It's been some time since we've talked like this. Before this, we were all busy with the exams and stuff. We ordered pizzas cos we were still hungry. The food over at Putrajaya wasn't really good.

After i went home, as i was told, they did some loco stuff. Haha. I wouldn't say that i missed out a lot cos i was darn tired. Wouldn't have the energy to beat the craze anyway. However, i did take my time to take off my saree, remembering every single detail of the day before i hit the shower.

I felt a sudden rush of sadness. Graduation's over, which means only one thing, SPM. Can't wait for that to be over. After dinner, we watched One Tree Hill. Just like old times. (: It's always nice to end the long day watching my favourite series with my family.

Inez.

Cheers To The Past 5 Years

2010-10-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's graduation. I.AM.FREAKING.OUT. No one in my family seem to be excited but i'm bloody anxious! I'm worried about almost everything! My hair, my outfit, my make up, my shoes, if i'll look good. Gahh~ I have purple scrunchie curlers all over my head now. I'm not sure if it'll last for the day tomorrow but i'm willing to give it a shot. The biggest thing that i'm worried about is one of the you-know-who teachers would roll out some unwanted critics on me like some kind of fashion patrol officers. That would definitely ruin my day. I know that it isn't that of a big deal but still, after five years, ah, we deserve a day like this. Dressing up, going on stage, entertained by some performances, and food. I doubt that the food would be any good but that's not really the point is it. Anyhoo, let's hope that everything goes well and may all of us have a great day tomorrow ! :)

With love,
Inez.

Judgements

2010-10-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

Everyone's so worked up about being judged lately. It's like a trend where people write on their profile about how much they love themselves and how other people shouldn't judge. Well, i think everyone's free to judge, it's just a matter of keeping quiet or the other way round. I mean, this life, it's all about judging, you can never run away from it, neither can you stop it. It's a natural thing, I don't think anyone can live without judging. Hell, people even judge my darling Jello. Yes, it's hard when people judge you but it's something we all have to live with. If you don't want other people to judge you, you start by not doing so, not to anyone or anything for that matter. Just know that when someone judges you, that person has hundreds of other people judging him. It's the norm of the society. We judge.

Inez.

I Need My FairyGodmother.

2010-10-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

I spent the day living in my own little world. I went to school as usual but somehow i manage to keep my mind to myself. I was occupied with my Sidney Sheldon. I was anticipated to get to the bottom of the mystery. Vanesa for one was pissed at me for partially ignoring her. I'm sorry but sometimes you just wanna shut the big world out for a while and enjoy some 'me' time.

I've been cracking my head lately trying to figure out the attire for my graduation. Yes. I.AM.GRADUATING.HIGH.SCHOOL. Upper secondary to be specific. The only problem is that i have no idea what to wear. I wish, someone could spare me some money to buy a dress, a pair of shoes, and a perfect hairdo. I want this to be perfect but i am lack of resources. Where is my fairy godmother when i need her ?

Inez.

Hello :)

2010-10-15T06:54:00.000+08:00

WHOA ! It's been SO long since i've posted anything here. Haha. I miss you little bloggie. I've never understood how my friends could miss their blogs. It sounded ridiculous to me but now, i entirely understand it. In my case, i've been writing but most of them are in my draft box. This is what happens when you don't have a laptop of your own. I share with my mom, no, more like she lets me use it when she's not. Before i could finish my post she'd be standing beside me, waiting for me to give it up like a hawk.

I have so much to blog but ugh, so little time :( I have to go to school now. Hm. I'll have fun ! :)

Inez.

I Won't Let You Ruin My Day :)

2010-10-09T22:23:00.001+08:00

I clicked no rsvp to the tongue in chic fashion bazaar yesterday. I have tuition classes so i don't get to go. For some reason, i got over it very quickly this time.

Around somewhere near to the end of my class, my phone kept ringing so i came down to pick it up. It was mom and after i put down the phone i checked my messages. There was one from Louise telling me to get ready. I wanted to jump on the spot but then my tutor was right behind me so i held everything back.

After tuition, i got ready and then off we went to the fashion bazaar ! I bought two rings and a pair of earrings. I wore a topshop crisp white button blouse and my MNG grey short jeans along with my grey studded flats. I had so much fun dressing up. I really enjoy dressing up and playing with fashion.

I must thank Louise for being such a sweetheart bringing me there. I'm sorry mamee for wearing you Topshop shirt before you did and without your permission. I will ask for your permission the next time. I just wish you could control your tone. It can be very rude sometimes. I know that i do that too but at least i have you to remind me. As for you, i would be more than happy to remind you that but no offence, you are too stubborn to listen. I must say, that i salute Louise. She tells you off, turn around and everything is okay again. I don't know how she does it. You're so difficult to handle but she does everything like she has a manual to it. I don't tell her all of these because i know she doesn't listen. Maybe she does but everytime i do, she makes me feel like she doesn't. It hurts every single time i try to express. I'll end up screwing myself for telling her. As much as i love you, mom, i'll keep this to myself. For now at least. And i hope to tell you one day.

Inez.

Stumbled Upon A Good Day

2010-10-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hm, what day is today ? Oh yeah, its freaky flyday !!! Woot woot ! The day i've been waiting for is here ! Haha.

I planned to wake up late, eat, watch tv the whole day and enjoy doing everything i like. Oh you know how things never go as planned sometimes. I ended up waking up at 7, going to school, mind you not to study, haha, i went along with my mom to send Jason to school. After doing some grocery shopping over at the market, we went for breakfast. It's nice to feel the cool breeze during breakfast. I kinda enjoy having breakfast at 7.30 in the morning. The place is not as stuffy as it is at 10.

When we come home, my mom decided to clean the storeroom. YES, ABSOLUTELY PSYCHOTIC. I felt like my perfect day was gonna be ruined. She told me to move all of the old photo albums we had in this plastic bag into one of her spoiled luggage bag. Me, being the good girl *winkwink, did as i was told. As i moved the photo albums, i opened them to see. There were tons of photos. I browsing through the photos was like watching my dad grow up. From kiddies in the garden to primary school, to teens with the open-five-buttons-crisp-shirt plus flared end trousers and the long-flowy-blow-dry-hairdo fashion to bieng fat thin fat again, and then thin again, moustache, no moustache, well, technically, he's went from no-no fashion to oh-not-bad fashion. All credits to me momma that is. As for my mom, she went from schoolgirl pinafore uniform to spongy shoulder blazers, high waisted skirts, acid wash jeans, flats and then to a wedding gown. They looked so happy in their wedding pictures. Also, not to forget all of those pictures they took travelling around Europe. After all of those, came Louise, then me, and then Jason. (: It was flying down memory lane. Watching Louise went from girly girl to specs wearing shy shy girl and then the long hair feminine and pretty but sometimes jakun self now. Me, from bald baby to posy boycut-hairdo girl to specky to, i have no idea how to describe the present me. Jason turned from being chubby cutesy baby boy to the tall skinny boy he is now. It felt like i flew down momery lane. Weddings, birthdays, new-born babies, fashion comebacks .. Fuhh ~ Quite a jorney i would say.

My day turned out to be better than what i have planned. All of the photos made me smile, all of the memories made me laugh. This has been one of the good days i stumbled upon. Come often now candies :)

Inez.

My Childhood Hero

2010-10-06T20:51:00.001+08:00

This, lasses and lads, is my is childhood hero, Shivaji Rao Gaekwad a.k.a Rajinikanth. I used to watch all of his movies with my grandma. He was always jumping around, fighting and saving the world. I stumbled upon this picture of him, i don't know if it was edited or anything, but he looks really old here. With all his wrinkles and balding head. I feel down, looking at this picture. The thought of me growing up and him growing old. It makes me feel like my childhood is way behind me now. I miss watching his movies almost every weekend with grandma. Going to bed thinking about the way he would rescue me when i get into trouble and how awesome it would be. Funny how my childhood fantasy wasn't about being rescued by Superman or Spiderman, but it was being saved by Rajinikanth :) He is the roots to my passion. He made me feel like i can do anything and that everything's possible.

P.S. He and tata kinda look alike. Tsk tsk .. (:

Inez.

Are We There Yet ?

2010-10-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

I don't know what have gotten into me but i get the feeling that today's the last day of my exam. Well it isn't. I have 2 more days to go. Bahhh ~ I know. I can't wait for Friday to come ! I'm gonna be at the peak of my mood. 2 more days .. 2 more days .. (:

Inez.

LOL !

2010-10-02T23:43:00.001+08:00

This episode of One Tree Hill felt slow and sad. The ending was sorta like a happy/sad one. Nathan wanted to donate his kidney to Clay but he wasn't a match for Clay. In the end, Clay's ghostly friend passed away and donated his kidney to Clay, which kept Clay alive. I cried so much and i felt so down at the end of the episode but then Modern Family happened. It was hilarious! Probably the best episode of all times! I laughed so hard and it was so good, i watched the episode twice :P I have Modern Family to thank for not going to bed depressed and down. I swear laughing really is the best remedy to all sickness and disease. Happiness is what keeps the doctors away. Laugh away now people !

Inez.

Live. Love. LetGo.

2010-10-02T09:24:00.000+08:00

I am not one who likes changes. I adapt to them very quickly but I always seem to prefer the times before the changes were made. Before we moved to this house, we didn't have any laptops or computers. We only had a big fat 29-inch tv and some Dvds. I remember the days where Louise and I would watch our Dvds over and over again. Sometimes we would even watch cartoons with Jason. Once we buy new Dvds, we would watch it right away and then talk about it for days. We used to go to Ampang point on a weekly basis. It's either we'd visit the Popular or get Dvds. Eventhough we were young, we would always tolerate each other and everyone gets to buy their movies. We would always try to be fair to each other cos we knew that if we were to fight over Dvds, my parents would threaten to not buy any at all. Oh another funny incident is whenever Louise and I have money we would buy original Vcds and hide them in our bags. Sometimes when we don't have enough, we'd convince our daddy to help us out by paying say, half but he'd always end up paying for everything. Louise and I would always watch the movies we buy together. We would wait until the both of us are free and then we would watch them together. We would repeat the scenes we love and watch them over and over again, so many times we could remember the lines. Those days were fun, frustrating sometimes but it was still fun. It felt like a family thing, something other families wouldn't understand. Now, it's all about going 33md, facebook, twitter, and blogspots. We don't even buy dvds anymore. I guess we moved on from that family thing. I would kill to have those days back. It's not that i don't like the life i'm having now but it's just something about living it once more, to be able to feel again what i felt.

Live. Love. LetGo. I guess i'm still working on LetGo.

Inez.

The Game

2010-10-01T21:59:00.001+08:00

It's funny how trend and fashion setbacks from time to time. It's like a cycle which goes round and round. Before the technology was developed into such high-tech like today, lads wrote love letters with such lovely words, bought flowers and opened doors, all to flatter and woo the lasses. Then when technology advanced, all those efforts were considered cheesy and old-fashioned. Now, it's back again. Love letters, flowers, chocolates, homemade dinner, self-written poems, opening doors, etc, lasses are into those these days. The lasses prefer the lads to go back to the old fashioned way, when everything was much simpler. I wonder what's next ;)

Inez.

Thank You For Being There

2010-10-01T15:40:00.001+08:00

I couldn't sleep last night. My mom was snoring and the dogs were making a lot of noises. I started playing with my mom's hand. I tried all the possible ways to hold someone's hand.It was funny how i had to adjust my body up down left and right so that our hands were both in a comfortable position. Then i wondered if love is the same, to love someone you have to adjust yourself in a way to be able to always give them the best. As i was thinking, i fell asleep.

Then I fell into a really awful nightmare. I dreamt that Louise got into some trouble and my mom had to go into jail for her. My dad talked about spliting our property. I pleaded Jason to help me convince my dad that we'll behave and all but he just wouldn't take his eyes off the laptop screen. He kept telling me to give him a minute. Louise said she has no time cos she wants to go clubbing and then she throws the bomb on me that she's moving out. I begged the police officers lawyers and judges to help me but none of them listened. They turned their backs on me and occupied themselves with some other things. They sentenced my mom to 70 years of prison. I cried and pleaded, yelled and demanded but nothing seemed to work. I ended up holding everyone's legs and begged to stay, to help. I kept crying cos it felt like it was the end of the world. Then i heard my mom telling me that everything's okay and that it's all just a dream. She hugged me and said it's just a nightmare, and that everything's all right. I was so happy to hear her and feel her wrapping her arms around me. I felt like i was safe and nothing could hurt me at the time. I think the best thing a person can get is to have someone there to hold you and comfort you when you're jolted awake from a nightmare.

I woke up later in the morning and told my mom the whole story. Then we went for breakfast. In the car, we were talking about something about our neighbours and only i got to know that one of the elderly uncle passed away. I still remember how he mistaken me as a malay girl. I was walking home and when he saw me he asked where was i going and when i said home, he was surprised to hear cos he thought there wasn't any malay families in the neighbourhood. He kept speaking in his quite broken Malay even though i spoke Mandarin. No matter how hard i tell him i live here and that i'm not a Malay, he wouldn't listen. It was like he doesn't care for it. He takes his evening walks everyday at 6.30. We would always have the same conversation everytime. I'd ask him if he's had his dinner and he'd tell me that he has dinner at 6 and takes his walk at 6.30. Then he'll go on about his leg and how walking everyday helps. I used to see him all the time. It feels weird now that i don't get to see him anymore. May he rest in peace in a better place.

Inez.

Live. Love. LetGo.

2010-09-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm skipping tuition this week ! Of course i'm not gonna tell you which tuition silly :)

You know who was on my mind the whole day ? My darling sister Louise. I don't know why but i kept reminiscing about the days where we would always have lunch together at home after school. We would talk about all kinds of things. All the funny, weird and frustrating stuff that happened in school that day. And the times where we would talk non stop over dinner and mamee would get so annoyed when she failed to shut us up. We would tell her how important it is to talk like how we used to cos that's the only time where we really get to catch up with each other. Louise was right. Dinner chats are important. It made me feel, well, contented and happy. We don't have much of those anymore these days. You know what they say about growing up and growing apart. We spend less time with each other these days. I would always think that maybe after my exam i would have more time to hang out with her but then i remembered that she's leaving to the states soon. I guess this is my time to let the past remain as memories. Trying to get it back is, somehow disappointing cos it's a whole new world now and i can't change anything about it. What i can do though, is to look forward and create more memories i guess. Life goes on but that doesn't mean the memories and the past weren't real. They are real, very real i assure you, but for now, what's important is to appreciate and create more memories.

I went to have dinner with my neighbours last night. One of my neighbours, Summer, talked about how spoiled her daughter is by her husband. I instantly knew that she would be the ultimate brat in the future but what really made me smile was the fact that she'll also be her daddy's little princess. Daddy would always protect his little princess and gives her anything and everything she wants. I unconciously had this thought in my mind that i don't have to be a Hilton princess as long as i'm my daddy's princess. Then It caught me wondering, if i could still my daddy's princess when i'm all old and wrinkly. If i'm the girl he would give his life up just to see me smile. If i'm the girl he thinks about every night before he goes to bed. If he feels the sting at the back of his eyes when i tell him i love him. If he misses me so much that it aches. Cos that's how i feel about him.

Maybe i am, i don't know and i will never know. What i do know is that i love him and he will always be the king of my heart.

All of this made me feel very grateful of the fact that i can still sleep in a same room with my mother and brother. Sleeping with my mother and brother is different that sleeping alone in my own room. Sleeping with them makes me feel warm and loved. I am very blessed to have that, to have all of them :)

Inez.

Dreaming

2010-09-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

The History paper i sat today was okay. I am quite proud of myself actually :) With the help of some tips too of course.

I watched Just Wright. The story line was quite predictable but it's nice. It's just like all the other thousands and millions of chick flicks that prove men are idiots. It would've been better if the main actor get some acting skills. I thought his acting was stiff and awkward. The soundtracks on the other rocked ! My favourite has to be the starting track, Dreaming by Nikki and Rich.

Oh Glee's first episode of the season rocked ! Charice guest starred and i think she just might stick around for some time. Funny how Rachel Berry was threatened by her presence.

I'm having dinner with my neighbours tonight. Hopefully Moral paper tomorrow is easy :)

Inez.

Let's Hope I Have Better Luck Tomorrow.

2010-09-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid i didn't do very well for English. I didn't have enough time for my essay. It's worth 50 marks. Let's hope everything'll be fine.

My new maid arrived last night. She can't read or write. It's gonna be hell for sometime but like i said, everything's gonna be okay. I just gotta be more patient. Right, gonna have add that new word to my dictionary.

I watched The Prestige. It was amazing. It was predicted that the name Christopher Nolan came up during the credits. I mean, i should have guessed it's him, cos it is just so bloody brilliant. Salute :)

Oh i can't wait for One Tree Hill, 90210, Glee, Modern Family and other movies ! I'm downloading and the speed of it is absolutely torturing.

My AddMaths class is postponed to later this evening. I actually woke up slightly early this morning to get prepared. -____-

I wanna eat Korean cuisine !!! :(

Gonna sleep now. Chemistry class tomorrow. 3 bloody hours ! :'(

What a depressing post this is. Night.

Inez.

The Hangover

2010-09-21T23:36:00.001+08:00

The Hangover was mind-blasting ! It was bloody awesome ! Bradley Cooper, Ed Helms and Zach Galifianakis were amazing ! I absolutely love this movie, it is definitely a MUST WATCH ! I'm gonna watch it over and over again :) But for now, i need to go wash up and sleep cos it's already way past my bed time ;)

Inez.

Adrenaline Keeps the Doctor Away

2010-09-21T14:47:00.004+08:00

My eyelids were heavy. My hands were weak. My breathing slows down. I was falling asleep and it was only the second period. When my BM teacher left the classroom, i planned to lay my heavy head down for a while to take a nap. As usual, my Maths teacher came in right after my BM teacher left. I had to wake up to do Maths. I was dreaded by the thought of it. To make things worse, after Maths, is Add Maths.

I was so sleeping that i even closed my eyes when i was stapling the Maths revision papers. I took the butter cake i brought to school out and offered Vanesa and Tina one piece each. While we were eating, my Maths teacher walked over to out table, Vanesa panicked and stuffed the remaining cake that was in her hands right into her mouth. It was just hilarious! We've eaten so many times in class but this time it's funny how she freaked out and reacted. We laughed and laughed so hard that the sleepiness was gone. It's funny how adrenaline keeps me fresh and healthy. So smile and laugh more peeps, you'll see what it does to you :)

Inez.

Moving Forward, Making Progress

2010-09-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

It felt so weird having to wake up at 6 and put on my school uniform. I came down and had 2 chocolate muffins for breakfast all by myself. Jason decided to skip school so this morning i was on my own. I looked into the long big mirror i have in my living room and felt extremely weird, like the one in the mirror wasn't me.

I went to school and the first person i saw was Tina :) Then it was Syaza. I didn't see the others and i thought Vanesa was gonna be absent. ): Yes, i like it better when she comes to school. Then after our assembly, i saw her walking to the back with Tina, *sigh of relief. Haha. I hugged all of my close friends happy to see them looking weird too wearing uniforms.

Vanesa, Tina and I were so excited about drinking water and having recess together. It's been a month since we've eaten together in the school canteen. Well, as usual, canteen comes only after what feels like a millenium, by the time it was recess we were too hungry to even squel. While we were eating, the four girls who were sitting across of me, yelled and the four of them momentumly at the same time * oh what am i talking about, they broke the bench that's it. They were sitting and then all of a sudden the bench broke INTO HALF JUST LIKE THAT. :D What a nice experience. Tsk tsk .. It's either they're too heavy or the bench is just useless. I'd like to think that it's the first one but everyone knows it's the second.

Oh i need to get going now, shower and all. I came back so tired i fell asleep after having my lunch. So tired i couldn't even walk without looking like some jelly. I hope tomorrow could be as good as today :)

Inez.

Can I Have That Too ?

2010-09-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

I have no class tomorrow. My tutor isn't feeling very well so wee ~ Not wee cos she isn't feeling well but wee cos i get to put on some make up and pretty clothes and go out to meet some people other than my family :) Mr William is right. My sentence are always too long.

I'm now chatting with Hui Sin and Syafizan. It's nice to catch up with Hui Sin. I remember how close we used to be. We were so close that sometimes we would have some arguments. I remember how i used to take her for granted. We were THAT close. God i miss her so much. This is probably my punishment now for not treating her much better. God I miss her like crazy !

It's 1. Ugh, the speed of time is equivalent to the speed of light. I must go to bed NOW and leave the lovely birds alone. They're having so much fun i'm starting to get jealous. I'm happy for them but the more i see them, the more i'll think "when's my turn?". It's annoying. No, not them, me. Pfft. Okay, let's hope i sleep well tonight. Go away nightmares.

Inez.

I'm not a 5 year old.

2010-09-18T10:03:00.002+08:00

It's 10am and I have tuition in a bit. I specifically told my tutor that 10 is too early for me. I prefer the old time which is at 1. He said the old time is 10, it always has been 10.
-____- He lied to my face like i'm a 5 year old. Well, guess what, i won't let him bully me anymore. My next class would be at 1p.m. and if there should be any changes, i'll be the one making them, not him. I'm gonna stand up for myself. Besides, it's only a few more months to go. If he doesn't like me, we won't see each other anymore anyway after these few months. 3 months, tops. (: So NO, no more bullying Inez.

Inez.

TGIF

2010-09-17T16:27:00.002+08:00

I kept posting and posting i forgot to check my Cbox. 3 person commented and i forgot to reply. Pfft. Something's wrong with my big ass brain. I've been forgetting a lot of things lately. It's so annoying.

Last night was fun. We went over to Manda's house to give her a surprise. The plan was for Alex to go into the house first while we hide outside til Ky comes. We hid at possibly the worst spot, which is at the side of the car, on the grass. The grass was all long and sharp. Then when we got the cue, we lighted the cake and went into her house singing the Happy Birthday song. She was all dressed up pretty :) We took turns to hug her and dug into the cake. We took some pictures and headed out to Sid's Pub. Manda and Alex were in one car and the others squeezed into Louise's Wira. I sat in front *tsk tsk and Louise KarYee Ky and Anthony sat at the back. It's so fun how they were all literally squashing each other. Oh, Tyler was the one driving. When we reached Sid's Pub, Joseph was already there. We sat down and ordered some food and beer. The waiter was cute! *wink wink. I liked the Heineken, Snake Bite and fries were yummy. Then i got tipsy and told the waiter he's cute. I've got balls when i'm tipsy. Haha.

We left the pub around 12 and came back to my house. Tyler tried to train Jello but knowing Jello being Jello, Tyler kinda failed. I was hoping that he could train her to do some tricks or even just to listen to some simple instructions. My dog is just too hyper a.k.a hopeless. Then we played Truth or Dare. My favourite dare was definitely the boxers guess. All the boys had to take their boxers off and lay it all on the floor. I had to guess which boxers belongs to who. Bull's eye. I guessed everyone's correctly. C:

Last night was really fun. No vomiting no crying no drama. Haha.

Inez.

Rue, Atone, Propel and Never Look Back

2010-09-16T01:56:00.001+08:00

The HK series that i've been chasing has come to an end. It's a happy ending. Durh ~ It's so happy but at the same time, sad too. It's like something that was a part of me has come to an end. This is the thing about happy endings. It makes you happy, but at the same time it also tells you goodbye. I never liked saying goodbyes, i didn't know that watching endings are also a type of goodbye. I just realized a few moments ago when i clicked on the "X" on the window screen of the Qvod player i used to watch my HK series. This reminds me to some lines from The Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus and One Tree Hill.

Nothing is permanent, not even death.

Change is the only constant in life.

There is an end to every song but that doesn't mean we shouldn't enjoy it, in fact, we should enjoy while it's still playing.

It's not easy, quite impossible actually to be able to live up to these adages. Yes, we would always be sad or disappointed about something we did or happened but there is no reason to linger and feel sorry. We must rue, atone, propel and never look back. I will rue, atone, propel and never look back.

Rue:
I'm sorry Louise. I thought no one reads my blog and i had no one else to talk to at that time so my blog seemed like the best solution. I was immature and confused. I wasn't thinking. It's your life, your call. I had no rights to judge you.

As for the atone, propel and never look back. I'll make sure i attend to them but as of right now, my eyelids are halfway closed. Goodnight.

Inez.

The Day Has Come

2010-09-15T19:35:00.003+08:00

I've been waiting this day to come! I fell asleep at 8.30p.m. last night and i woke up at 10 this morning! There were nightmares here and there, bits and pieces but overall, i'm still glad that i slept early last night.

I was watching some of KevJumba's videos and i liked how he included his dad in it. They're so funny together. I suppose that's where he got his sense of humour :) I like it, you know, a family being so happy, working together on something. Like Janice and Sonia, they sing together. I've always wanted a twin who could do things like that with me. I know what you're thinking, yes, there would be competition and people comparing the sisters or twins, but those things happen to everyone, even when you're an only child, you'll get compared and judged too. So is it not better to appreciate what you have instead of worrying about the unnecessary. Well, everything is easier said than done.

Watching the "I Love My Dad" and "What We Hate About Each Other" videos made me think of my dad. I miss him so much. I'm not miserable without him here, okay, yes, maybe a little miserable cos my mom gets all protective unreasonable and cranky but i miss not having to do every single thing around here. I miss being a girl and has a daddy to protect her. Knowing the fact i never would have it hurts. Even if he comes back, i don't think i'll have that anymore. I'm sure he thinks that i'm too old to be spoilt. Tough love, just like my mom. He wants me to grow up and be mature. What he doesn't know is that i am all of that, i just act like i'm not when i'm with him. I wanna be treated and spoilt like a little girl. I mean, if he doesn't treat me like a princess, who would ? He wants me to toughen up and all, well, i am tough, but being tough is tiring, and i just wished that i wouldn't have to be tough when i'm with you. I wanna come home and be your little girl. Guess what, that is what's gonna make me stronger. Tough love is just gonna push me to some other people's arms. Same goes to my mom. Oh how i wish they'd understand that tough love never works. But then again, they're typical asians. You know how they are ;)

I'm gonna go cook my brunch now :) Later !

Inez.

Look At Me, Can't You Tell ?

2010-09-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

So i over-reacted, I'm aiming to be an artist, what do you expect ? Although what i said was true, she is still very important to me. I will decide what my feelings when she explains later. I won't ask, i'll wait for her to tell me. Let's hope she tells me cos i don't wanna get hurt and i love her too much to resent her. Okay, so that too was dramatic and i could never resent her but what can i say, it's Inez's blog you're reading, can't you tell :)

Oh my darling Jello is barking, probably communicating with the other dogs. I can actually recognize his voice :) Sorry, random :P

See, i forgot what i wanted to say again. It's been happening for some time. I forget easily what i wanna say and do. It's so frustrating.

Oh, yes yes, now i remember, gosh i really am old. I wanted to thank Mida and Tyler for chatting with me. You two made my day better :)

I checked Julian's blog out, it was epic. The pictures are awesome, especially the HDR one, amazing. Then i saw this guy, tried to search him on Facebook but i couldn't find him. Yes, i'm lifeless that way.

My dinner was awesome. Simple and yummy. Ooh, that rhymes doesn't it. Tsk tsk ..

We'll see ...

Inez.

I'm Falling but I Shall Catch Myself

2010-09-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna end up in that black hole again. I'm gonna grow metal wings if that's what it takes to stay away from the black hole. I'm gonna turn a deaf ear on the devils who are tempting me because i know better than to believe them, i know better to not go back, to not fall into the where i've tried so hard to climb up from. I am strong and I will stand still at the peak.

Inez.

He Made the Song Awesome

2010-09-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

Wee ! I just came back from Jason's dance exam at Dance V Me Academy. He truly is my brother, hot and awesome ! :P My hands were trembling, i was so nervous for him ! His face was drained when the last Latin dance. It meant that he was up. He was so nervous, which made me even more nervous than i already was :O He went up to the examiner, greeted him and took his position.

*Watch the video to see what happened ...

I know righttt ... C: I am so bloody proud of him! He got me speechless :) <3

Inez.

Don't be Afraid of the Rubber Snakes

2010-09-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

I just came back from dinnner with my grandpa and family :) My youngest cousin, Hewitt, said my sister, Louise looks pretty and he is 2 !! I mean how flattering is that ?! He kept looking at her throughout the dinner. He is so handsome. Awww ...

I slept at 6-ish a.m. last night. I was supposed to sleep at 4 but i ended up studying Chemistry. Oh i'm so proud of myself ! Haha. I woke up to my mom knocking on the door at 10.30a.m. she came onto my bed and starting hugging me. We rolled on the bed for a while and then got ready for the day. That's the perfect way to start a day :)

Jason is having his dance exam tomorrow. He looks different when he dances. Not the irresponsible 10 year old boy but the good looking boy who can dance ! I hope things would smooth sail tomorrow :)

I wore my brand new jeans shorts today ! Love it ! It is just comfy :) Oh, i forgot to mention last night that i met MeiTeng at Diva. She was working there but i didn't get to buy anything from there though. Haha. Louise on the other hand bought a snake ring that freaks my mom out. Yes, still does. tsk tsk .. It's so weird that she's afraid of snakes cos Jason loves snakes. He used to bring his toy rubber snake to bed with him. I mean, after so many years of sleeping with rubber snakes, how can she still be so afraid of them. She thinks that it is RIDIIIICULOUS to spend RM33 on a stupid snake ring. Louise was lectured throughout dinner. Literally. I've always believed that the more afraid you are of something, the more you'll attract it.

I had so many things in my head that i wanted to blog about earlier today but right now, i am entirely blank :O I shall write it down next time.

Inez.

The Perfect Score

2010-09-12T04:04:00.000+08:00

I just googled Harry Shum Jr and he is bloody hot! His mother tongue is Spanish, holy mother of speeches, ugh, i wanna hear him speak Spanish, can't imagine how hot it'd be ! I think i'd faint. LITERALLY.

He's one of the good looking Chinese boys, he speaks Spanish *oh such a turn on, English and Chinese :O he can dance *shit! what !, he can sing too *faints .. , and he choreographs, SCORE !! ;3

I'm gonna dream about him tonight.

Inez.

No Peeking

2010-09-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

I am in a situation where the things that i say are restricted. I can't just go on and say whatever i wanna say, whatever that pops into my mind. I don't think it'll last very long though :) Well i hope not at least. Even though i'm somehow restricted, i find myself talking a lot. LIKE A LOT. I hope i didn't annoy the people involved. :O I have this urge to just go out right now so that i won't feel left out, but i think i've been involved more than enough. If i were to go out right now, i'd be a bitch. So i peeked, that doesn't make me a bitch right. Oh how badly i wanna open the door to see what's going on outside. Yes, i'm the type who loves secrets :)

I went shopping today, like FINALLY !! tsk tsk .. I bought a grey jeans shorts, liquid eyeliner, Stage lipstick and other necessities. I ate Delicious for dinner. Oh how i missed the smoked salmon angel's hair ! It's just so good ! Yumm ~

I had some drama with my mom at the mall but i think i'll leave that out for now. And the HK series too cos i'm just too darn happy to even mention about it!

They're still out there. I'm so scared i'll lose it and just open the door and see what's going on. God help me !

Inez.

My Mom is Staring at Me.

2010-09-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

The only thing i had all day was half a cup of milo. After that half cup of milo i had 2 hours of Additional Mathematics. It was both mentally and physically tiring. Physically tiring cos i didn't take in proper breakfast or food for that matter. Mentally exhausting, well, who doesn't get mentally exhausted after two hours non-stop of additional mathematics. Well, later tonight or probably tomorrow i'll post something on the HK series i've been chasing. As for now, i'm out to get some food :) Toodles !

Inez.

A Good Kickstart of the Day

2010-09-11T11:54:00.001+08:00

I clicked on something again but this time i was unable to undo to get my previous unsaved post back. =.=

I'll update later then since i have a class in like 30 minutes. I haven't done my homework !

I'll be back ! :) In the meantime, y'all get some food first aye. tsk tsk ..

Inez.

Make Me Happy :)

2010-09-10T18:43:00.001+08:00

Here i am again, updating. I don't know why but blogging seem to keep me happy. Not for very long but i must get ahold of every single opportunity to be happy, everyone should :)

I hate the fact that my tears come so easily. It's like my tears have a brain of their own. They come and go whenever they feel like it. It sucks that i'm not able to control it. Everyone has weak spots and I, happen to have many of them.

I held back and tried stopping myself from asking Louise that question. I know that i'd cry if we were to talk about it. But me being myself, i asked. Everything happens for a reason but after so many years of trying to understand why this happens, i still haven't found my answer. I'm the type who loves attention and i'm not afraid to admit it but when people give me attention, it's always times where i'm unhappy. Even when i'm just fooling around pretending to be unhappy, they assume that i'm being my difficult self or just plainly a grudge.

Mr William was right, the word ASSUME should never be used. When you assume something, you make an ass out of you and me. ASS-U-ME. I hope those people who ASS-U-ME i'm difficult, anti-social, mean, stupid, imperfect, negative and not a fun person to be around, you're wrong. I'm not so don't even make assumptions like that. If i give you the feeling that i'm like that, you're making an ass out of you and me and you're the problem to why i'm behaving like this.

OMG. I just highlighted everything and clicked one of the alphabets. Everything went missing :O Luckily my blogging system is an advanced one so i just had to click undo to get my previous post back. Thank God for that ! :) I love me bloggie. tsk tsk ..

Another thing that makes me happy is watching dance clips. Zumba, popping, Jabbawockeez, and streetdance. My current favourite dance crew is Flawless, the one from Britain's Got Talent. They're so bloody awesome! Their choreography is sick! I love it ;) I can't wait to watch Step Up 3, i'm sure that too would be a blast.

I don't wanna say it out loud but i think my body shape is coming out. I have some slight curves on my waist. :) I think Zumba really helps though. Zumba's really amazing. It's so much fun, especially the latin music i use !

My mom watched the last episode of the HK series we were chasing. I hope i don't accidently overhear the ending. God, please make sure she shuts up and keeps the ending to herself :) My 12 year old cousin brother is staring while i compose this post. I guess he's waiting for his turn to use the computer. I'll update you in a bit, probably a little later.

Inez.

Addiction and Thoughts

2010-09-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

Good morning peeps ! Shit, i really am addicted to blogging. Tsk tsk. Plus, i updated my blogging system. It's so bloody awesome. It's just so new and freakaay babeh. I'm not really liking the font though. I prefer the old trebuchet ;)

Looks better.

I just woke up a few moments ago and Louise broke me the news that we aren't going to Bangsar for dinner. =.= I wanna go out, i wanna dress up and meet people. I wanna look pretty and feel confident. That bitch knows that but didn't even thought of telling me. I had to ask her like some kind of idiot always behind the agendas. I hate it, i mean if you're bringing me and then decides not to, have the decency to tell me. I am a living person going too, planning too, how do you think it makes me feel ?? Yes Louise I just called you a bitch. Tada ~ I'm embracing my flaws ;P

This is the advantage to me now cos i know no one really reads my blog. This would be like my secret land. It's exposed but fuck it, imma rock and roll babeh !

I've always kept my blog sane and happy cos somehow i hope it reflects my life that way. I want my life to be like happy-go-lucky and cheerful all the way. I wanna be able to read back to my old posts and feel like a lucky little girl living a happy-no-evil life. I realize now that that's impossible. I don't tell people my feelings. It seems to everyone that i'm the kind who shows it all but the truth is deep down, i'm the one who keeps things to myself. I tell people the obvious ones to make sure that they don't question about my feelings. So i figured if i can't tell people, i can't tell my family, i'd tell you.

As far as secrets are concerned, no one reads this blog :) That's the pretty part of this blog. Trust me, i can curse one of my friends over here, and they probably wouldn't know. Haha. Okay, not gonna go overboard, just in case someone does read this.

I might just update again a little bit later. I'm gonna go shower and have my lunch. Selamat Hari Raya !

Inez.

Flawless: Dance Group - Britain's Got Talent 2009 - The Final

2010-09-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

Give Me A Rose and I'll Make Up My Mind

2010-09-09T15:02:00.003+08:00

Wow, my 3rd post in a day ! I'm sure as hell bored and still hungry. After my last post, i ate twiggies and had a cup of milk tea. Now, i plan to fry some rice. I'm just afraid i might fail again this time, which means more work for me to do. I just wished i had a car and that i can drive out to the nearest mamak and fill my stomach with all the unhealthy food but who cares, as long as my stomach is actually filled with something other than just water. Oh fuck it, i'm gonna go cook now.

Inez.

Hunger Makes Me Crazy

2010-09-09T10:42:00.004+08:00

On top of the morning sheriff ! It's 10.44a.m. and Louise just left to Times Square while I am here waiting for breakfast to be heated up. I'm so lazy to cook and yet so darn sick of bread spread with butter and chocolate. I'm not exactly lazy to cook, i'm just lazy to do the washing. Especially with my newly quite disastrous painted nails, I don't wanna ruin them now do I. I'm hungry .. Oh so hungry, I know that people hear me say it all the time but this time, i really am bloody hungry. *faints .. Shit ! I totally forgot about my rice ! I bloody burned the wok. Now i really am hungry and angry.

Inez.

You Go First

2010-09-09T01:18:00.003+08:00

I just came back from Fireball. Played foosball and pool :) I'm pretty good at foosball *wink and have improved at pool. Tsk tsk .. Though, i gotta really work on my social skills. I'm shit sucky at socializing, literally. It's like i sit down with someone and i don't have the slightest idea what to say. They always end up walking away and sitting elsewhere. So sad kan .. Aih .. I guess i just need the kickstart. Like i need the other person to start the topic. Haha. But who would have the patience to do that anyway. I think i give out this vibe, this bad energy .. I have no idea what i'm crapping. Haha. Better go to bed before i lose it.

And One Thing Led to Another

2010-09-08T18:09:00.003+08:00

I miss Ravi so much. I was straining all my muscles to get my nails painted and even after all the effort, i didn't get anything accomplished. I remember how good she was at nail painting. I'd always just sit and after a while my nails are all perfectly painted :) Now, its just a bloody tiring process which i always seem to fail, at all times ! Also, she's always there when no one notices me. She was the reason depression stayed away from me. She makes me smile, even just by brushing my hair. Now that she's gone, everything around here seems like a big pile of mess. I'm a big pile of mess. I know i said i could be strong without her but now the way things are, i'm losing confident. She was the rock i leaned on when i was tired. I hope i find myself another rock soon, soon before i collapse.

Inez.

Post 101

2010-09-06T20:16:00.002+08:00

Post 101.
I've been blogging a lot lately. Have i mentioned that in my last post ? I'm so bored. It's amazing how i'm always bored but i don't seem to put any effort into making my life more interesting. The radio behind my house is making lotsa noises. I try my best to ignore it but i feel like it's getting louder, probably to catch my attention. Hm. I'm going out to catch a movie tomorrow. Gonna watch Vampires Suck ! Haha, no offence you Twilight people out there cos i'm only watching it for Matt Lanter, the Edward Sullen a.k.a Edward Cullen of Twilight ;) Tsk Tsk .. Y'all have a great Tuesday now.

Inez.

Hello Old Times ;)

2010-09-05T22:57:00.003+08:00

I just came back from lepak-ing with the bunch. Vanesa, Syafiqah, Amalina, Jaseem, Aiman, Syaza and Jasper. We met up at McD and then walked over to Syaza's house. We took pictures and all, so much fun :) Just like the old times. Louise just left with Anthony and Alex to Jalil. I didn't go, i hope i don't regret. Before i regret, i better go to bed ! :) Tsk tsk. Nights you party people !

Inez.

Hope

2010-09-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

I just finished watching the last episode i have of my current episode, Pretty Little Liars. Episode 11 is only due January 2011. 2011 !! I'm gonna have to wait for another 4 months before i can get my hands or shall i say eyes on Pretty Little Liars again ! Urgh ! But, there's gonna be whole lot of other series which are coming back so i guess i'll be fine. I miss watching Ugly Betty, i miss the times where all of us would sit down together and watch. Those are some good family time :) I miss that, a lot. I hope this time, One Tree Hill could bring us back to those times again. I have two weeks of school-free but definitely not study-free. Trial's coming, i'm freaking out but at the same time i'm putting no effort. It's like i'm wasting all of my time being sad, worried, paranoid, depressed, pathetic, in other words, i'm being negative. Name one negative quality, it's me, no doubt. I feel like i need to start over, with something, somewhere, but i just have the WHs. I don't like this side of me. I'm even blogging negatively. I once said that i would keep my blog cheerful and happy with all the rainbow memories but this time, i just can't seem to find any happy stuff to blog about. I've also been letting my feelings out a lot. I guess i just can't contain it in me anymore. I'm going back to my own room tonight. I hope i get a good sleep, along with some sweet dreams too if i may add. I haven't been able to sleep well lately. Everytime i sleep, i'd have nightmares, without fail. I hope going back to my own room would get rid of all these, and that everything would be okay, better :) Good night.

Inez.

Taken by the wind

2010-09-01T20:57:00.003+08:00

Khai Sze's leaving tonight. Everyone's going to the airport to say goodbye. I don't get to go cos i'm needed at home. She's a real darling. I love the way she talks. Her gestures and all, she's just so adorable ! :) She's going back to Moscow, Russia. Oh, why are goodbyes always so heartbreaking.. I think i'd cry if i were to go and say goodbye. No, judging by how loose the gate to my tears are, i definitely would cry. My goodbye would've been flooded with tears. Haha, i can imagine it. Oh, i miss her already.. But it's okay, she'll be home in no time. December, probably after my SPM. So that's just a couple of months from now :) Wee ~ Can't wait for the time to come. It'll be so much fun ! :D Have fun now Khai Sze ! Rock and Roll :)

Inez.

Starting of a new month :)

2010-09-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

Its the first day of September. After this week, i'll have two weeks off. Hari Raya :) Happy September everyone.

Rock and Roll.

Merdeka

2010-08-31T11:30:00.003+08:00

Its MERDEKA ! :) No, not SPM MERDEKA, more like Malaysia's Merdeka. Haha. The SPM Merdeka is gonna be somewhere around December. Can't wait ! :) Its a Tuesday, i'm bored, hungry, and stinky. All alone at home, waiting for my fishballs eyes to go away, and someone to call me out.. Whoo ~ Gonna need some tough luck. I hope things'll get better :)

-Inez

Inez's Day

2010-08-28T17:09:00.004+08:00

Yesterday.
I had so much fun with Tarkessh. We went to Times Square to catch the Grown Ups but the movie was not out yet so we watched Repo Men. Tarkessh called the others out but they were all too lazy to come. So it was just Tarkessh, Tharma, his girlfriend and I. I thought the movie was, sad. After the movie, we went over to Low Yat to fix my RMVB player. Then, we hung out at one of the empty spaces in Times Square. After Tarkessh dropped me off at home, i went out with Louise and Rachel. We went over to Rachel's house to pick Kristy up and i got to meet Milo, Rachel and Kristy's new puppy ! It's a Jack Russell Shih-Tzu mixed. Its SO adorable ! He reminds me so much of Kisses :( When we reached Amanda's house, her mom was at the kitchen, giving out the you-better-behave-or-i'll-punish-you vibe. Khai Sze was already there when we reached. Huba, Alex and Anthony arrived a little later. The boys brought booze, and we started playing some games, which by the way, tak jadi pown. I am such a loser when it comes to drinking alcohol. I suck, like so bad .. I don't know what i said but i was talking non stop and everyone just kept laughing. Can't remember what i said though. Later that night, i had somewhat a breakdown. I KNOW .. SO EMBARASSING ! :( It feels like forever for the time to come for us to go get breakfast. I was down right hungry. :/ I couldn't really eat though, which sucks, cos i was feeling hungry and sick at the same time. But, overall, I had a blast ! :) Need to do this more often ! :P Though, i promise, no more breakdowns, oh and alcohol too, NO MORE.

Inez.

Life is Nothing but a Dream

2010-07-19T20:33:00.011+08:00

I watched Inception last night with Louise, Quinn and WeiKit. I expected to leave the cinema scratching my scalp off trying to understand everything and anything but to my suprise, i left dumbfounded by how astonishing the movie is. It truly is unexpected and definitely out of the box but also true in certain ways. It's a MUST WATCH !

Christopher Nolan, writter, director and producer of the movie, technically the brains of it all.

Now meet the stars who made the movie a success !

Leonardo DiCaprio

Ellen Page

My favourite, Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

Cillian Murphy

Tom Hardy

Ken Watanabe

Michael Caine

Spoilers !

This is one of my favourite scenes, zero-gravity ! :)

Inez.

For Once In My Life Time So To Hell With it :)

2010-07-18T12:13:00.004+08:00

Tahniah ! Anda terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN siri 8/2011. I admit, i was a little upset at first cos the first thing that came to my mind when i saw that text wasTH SHIT! DIRTY TOILETS FOR THREE MONTHS. Haha. Then came the beautiful images of me making tons of friends, flying fox, hiking, M-16 !! I felt so much better. I mean, what's a stupid toilet when i get to do some many other cool stuff. The pros are definitely winning this round.

P.S. I made a deal with a friend, if the both of us are chosen to join the service, then to hell with it, we'll do it ! Thanks Aiman, knowing that we'll be doing this together gave me a lot more courage. No chicken-ing out aye ;)

Inez.

Eating Chocolate Under A Waterfall

2010-07-12T17:41:00.021+08:00

I woke up at 5.30a.m. to the mumbling sound of Wong Mee Leng a.k.a my mother complaining about me sleeping like a pig. I grunt and turned to the other side but it obviously didn't stop her from nagging. I sat up, my eyelids a hundred pounds, secretly sweared at myself for not sleeping earlier the night before. I went over to my room, switched on the radio and the song, Carry Out by J.T and Timberland, came on and i started dancing to the song. When i was brushing my teeth and washing my face, i was both excited and anxious of the day ahead of me. I was going WATER RAFTING !! How exciting !! I quickly got dressed and went down for breakfast. Louise was all ready to go but my mom was nowhere to be seen. She was still upstairs looking for her swimsuit. *I was not the last one and that secretly made me happy! .. At 7a.m. we were out the door ! :) I fell asleep on our way to Kuala Kubu Bahru. I guess mom was right about me sleeping like a pig. When we arrived, my mom's car tyre was deflated by a nail. *A tiny part of me felt like it was a bad sign :/ Uncle Kit Choong and mom followed one of the water rafting guides to park their cars somewhere else when Louise, MeiHar, Denise and I strapped on our life jacket and helmet. Then we started off with body surfing. We squatted down and lift our legs up. Off we were allowing the water current to flow our body down the stream. It was extremely relaxing and i loved it. We stopped at one of the stations and hiked up to meet Mom and Uncle KitChoong. Then the tour guide started briefing us on the rules and commands. In a blink of an eye, we were on our rafts paddling our way towards the next station. After several times of sliding down the rocks like a mini roller coaster, we stopped at one of the small waterfalls to snack. We sat beside the waterfall and were given red apples, twiggies and cloud 9s. Yumm .. I must say, sitting next to a waterfall eating made the food extra delicious ;) When it was all over we showered *i forgot to bring my pants, thank you Denise for lending me your shorts :) and had lunch. After that, we drove up to Fraser's Hill. Well they drove, i slept ;p We missed the open gate by 10 minutes and had to wait for another hour. I was fine cos i followed Uncle KitChoong and Denise to shoot some photos but mom, Louise and MeiHar suffered the bad food and hard plastic seats :S I took some pictures of some bugs and it was so clear i could see the clear structure of their outershells. After that when the gate is opened, we drove up. I stepped out of the car and felt the instant cool breeze. Even though the sun was shining like a beaming smiling face, the breeze was cool and comfortable. I immediately fell in love with the place. It's just sooooooo pretty :)

The next time i visit Fraser's Hill again, i'm gonna eat durian. That was a promise i made to myself ;) Imagine eating durian with the cool breeze blows onto your face ... Heaven ... ^.^

Oh and there was an accident during our dinner and it was raining ..

Tadaaaa ~ best day ever :)

THE END

Shining Wings On My Eyes

2010-07-07T18:09:00.004+08:00

I entered this Shu Uemura eyelash contest and i hope you guys could vote for me. I'd really appreciate it :)

Just search Shu Uemura Malaysia on Facebook, like the page and then like this picture above. Oh, Don't forget to get your friends to vote for me too ! Thanks :)

Inez.

GERMANY SHINING BRIGHT

2010-07-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

Germany won ! 4-0 against Argentina ! The 4 goals were terrific ! They're the man ! Too bad i was alone when i watched it. Jumped around and talked to myself like a crazy person. Micheal Ballack's still looking good as usual. Klose rocked the field like no other and Thomas Muller shot an awesome goal with his rock solid head :)

Our Tradition

2010-06-22T17:36:00.001+08:00

This was what happened on the day my darling best friend turned 17 :D

XO,

Inez.

I'm a Potato Couch

2010-06-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Its been two weeks. What have i done ? Well, let's see ..

I've watched two korean dramas *awesome !
- Personal Taste, starring Lee Min Ho and Soo Ye Jin.
-Oh! My Lady, starring Choi Si Won and Chae Rim.
-The Mentalist, starring Simon Baker. *He's amazing :)

Movies
-Killers, with my mommy and Cousin.
-The A team, with Vanesa, Syaza and Syafiqah.
-Heartbreak Library, alone at home. *Its a slow indie.
-From Paris With Love, alone too. *John Travolta and Jonathan Rhys Meyers rock !

Of course there was many tuition classes and not to forget Karaoke with my babes <3

This week of holiday hasn't been perfect but i had a great time and really enjoyed myself. I hope y'all had fun too : )

XO,
Inez.

It has cherry red tongue ...

2010-06-02T17:14:00.006+08:00

Ravi yelped. I went to the back to see what was going on and there it was hanging. My neighbour told me that the day before yesterday there was a black cobra in the neighbourhood and now there is this. Holy Cheese, how many are there ??!?!? These little but supposingly deadly creatures probably came from the spinney at the back of my house.

Look at its stomach :/

Let's hope it glides its way back to its home without hurting anyone or anything ..

Inez.

A Historical Day

2010-05-21T13:40:00.004+08:00

I tried to study History last night and i failed entirely again. After 50 minutes of furious reading, i fell asleep. Then i woke up at 5.30a.m. swearing to myself for falling asleep. I took a quick shower and started reading again. The first paper was okay. The second paper was not as bad as i expected it to be. My class started half and hour late. The teachers said that our papers were missing and she went like 'how is this even possible ?! And it just has to be this class, MY CLASS ! You people are just too special.' Yes, she ended with sarcasm. The boys were extremely excited at their dumb luck, thinking they were able to escape this test. How naive. It wasn't at all possible. They'd either quarantine us or get us to do some other paper. You still gotta do it ! I was the last one to hand in the paper. Hated it when everyone else started leaving the room saying their cute little goodbyes. It was annoying ! Not the goodbyes, its the fact that i can't leave with them :( On the other hand, my time was better spent than sitting on the bench wondering when is my driver coming :) *phew what a day ...

XO,
Inez.

Simply Because I Love You

2010-05-16T20:58:00.002+08:00

I don't blame you when you say you love me more when deep down you love him more.

I don't blame you when you say you put me first but deep down they come before me.

I don't blame you when you deny the world as i accuse you of being insensitive.

I don't blame you when you pretend you're listening to me talk but really you only hear.

I don't blame you when you leave without saying goodbye or giving me a peck on my cheek.

I don't blame you when you react the way you do when i throw tantrums.

I don't blame you when you say things that could cut right through my heart.

I don't blame you when you don't see all of these that you have done.

I don't blame you. The blame was never on you.

Simply because I LOVE YOU.

Fill Me Up

2010-05-15T09:57:00.003+08:00

I've been feeling so empty lately. Before this, i was always down for some reason but after sometime i just don't feel anything anymore. I know i have this rule where i always keep my blog happy-go-lucky but this time i just really feel like writing this. I'm just blank. My friends were complaining that i'm not my crazy self anymore and that i was always frowning, like i had something bothering me. But the good thing is that i ACTUALLY know that i'm feeling empty. Which means i'm not all blank. At one point I felt so empty that i kept stuffing food into my mouth just so i would feel, well, full. I eat even when i'm not hungry. This is bad and i really need to get rid of this. So i thought of exercising to get rid of this but it has gotten worse. When i jog, my mind roam wild and free into wonderland then it stops and my concentration goes to the moving ground where my feet dances on. Few rounds later, dizziness took place. So that plan's out from my list. Then i tried watching my favourite romanctic comedies. That didn't work as well, the more i watched the more i felt empty. Back to phase one, i started putting food into my mouth again, to fill in the emptiness i had in me.

Inez.

Louise turns Nineteen :)

2010-04-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

My darling Louise turns nineteen today ! Hahaks. Our plan was to have dinner at Delicous but plans change all the time and this one was prettay pricey. We ended up at Dish. The food was GOOD but i hadn't taken any pictures cos i wasn't feeling really well. Though i gotta say, the lamb shank was ORGASMIC. I felt better instantly after having the lamb. Teehee /.. Yumms.

This is Jason, drinking the most expensive water ever !!

Lookin' good :)

'3' ,

Inez.

It took me 2 years and 4 months to realize how much i miss you

2010-04-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

After 2 years and 4 months of Teacher Grace's tuition free .. I am now back to square one. The room is still the same old. There were 5 faces that i couldn't recognize. It felt great sitting in that class listening to my teachers or in Mr William's words EDUCATORS speak. I miss the way Mr William mocks our bad essays so much that i was laughing all along. I hope the others kids don't get offended cos i wasn't laughing at your essays, i was laughing at Mr William :) I can't wait to attend next week's class ;)

XO,
Inez.

chemistry-less fun

2010-03-31T19:02:00.003+08:00

I had so much fun today hanging out with Vanesa and Irsyad. We went to Jusco and watched How to Train Your Dragon. I loved it .. Its a MUST WATCH :D After the movie we wanted to go to Lake Valley to hang out. Vanesa and i were all so excited as i've never been there but then .. came the rain. haha. I know right. I think its from all of that singing we did in the car. ;) Before we dropped Vanesa off, we took some pictures in the car and i realized how little chemistry we had. Not even one picture is perfect. Its either Irsyad shaked or i twitched =.= Haha.

see what i mean ? .. :P

XO,

Inez.

Run Forrest Run

2010-03-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

Before the race .. at the starting point.

Everyone was wearing the energizer head light.

Thats my momma !

Pretty things come in three ;)

We were in the 10km category. I took around an hour i think. I was the last in my group though. Between my mom louise and i, my mom was the first to reach and then Louise. I was the last :/ It was fun. I specially loved the bomba water shower part ;) The next one is on the 26th of July. Hopefully i'll see you there !

XO,

Inez.

i'm back and i'm game !

2010-03-24T19:53:00.006+08:00

Today was volleyball day. I was a temporary leader for suamerah a.k.a suarasa. We needed to train for our mini sports. I felt so obligated and tired at the same time. We had a couple of newbies who seemed like they wanted nothing to do with the match ; serious enery suckers. After around an hour, suamerah was up against suaungu a.k.a suasana. I started to fan our fire for it to get burning. It didn't really work and i felt like the biggest loser! My serve went south and i couldn't save any of the balls .. things were so screwed. 16-25. Blah ~ Just when i was about to leave the court, coach announced that suamerah won. Haha. Suasana was disqualified for leaving the court too early. I was so grateful for the second chance that was given to me. The next match we were up against suakuning a.k.a suakasih. We grabbed Qama and Myra from other Suas ;) During the game i missed a swing, frustration started to grow in me but i wasn't in for give ups. So when the next serve came, Myra took a swing and she hit it to the centre and yeah, you guessed it, i ran and took a damn strong swing and the ball went flying over the net. HELL YEAH IT FELT GOOD ! That's not the best part, the best part was i got my second chance to serve. Everyone was staring at me as usual, i counted my steps and whoop ! the ball goes right across the net and BAM ! fell onto the ground. The only sound i could make was WHOA !!! ~ I ran to the front of the net and got my ball. I stepped behind the line and WHOOP ! my second swing ! DAMN IT FELT LIKE A COMEBACK. I WAS BACK AND I AM GAME ! I can't remember how many times i did my service but i remember that Syaza and Coach tried to distract but it didn't move me a bit. I was rock steady and man ! i felt great ! I was so proud of myself. Nobody seemed to realize this comeback power of mine but i had an epiphany. WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOOD, WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY WON'T MATTER.

XOXO,
Inez

If everyday were like today

2010-03-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

We went over to Cafe Barbera to celebrate Jason's tenth birthday. Yeah double digits babeh ! The food was awesome and the ambience .. PERFECT ! I loved it. Credits go to my mom :) One of her friend runs the place. We had wildmushrooms soup, shrimp aglio olio, beef lasagna, smoked salmon pizza, brownies topped with vanilla ice cream and strawberry cheesecake. The shrimp was so fresh and tasty but my favourite was definitely the roasted beef sandwich. SO GOOD .... After that we went to Mid Valley to get Jason's birthday present. We got him a toy from toys r' us and a book from MPH. Oh ! I got him a birthday card too :) The exhibition was so amazing. The Mad Hatter's tea party settings were beautiful. I felt like i was in wonderland. It was such a lovely day. Next stop would be Satya's birthday which is on the 24th of March but she's celebrating on the 27th and Mamee's birthday on the 30th of March. Can't wait !

XOXO,
Inez.

Step Into Her Shoes

2010-03-19T18:30:00.005+08:00

I came across this fashion blog and her recent post was about how much she dislikes haters. She is a fairly positive person, i think, and these haters really got to her. Well, to haters, go ahead and critic all you want. It's your mouth, mind and fingers, NOTHING can stop you from keep hating. I gotta warn you though, it isn't healthy. To those poeple who hate haters, come on, since when have you started hating too ? Hating is bad for their minds and health, it won't hurt yours now will it ? Unless of course you start hating them and everything they say then it might hurt you too. Plus, hating gives them pleasure so we really should be happy for they are happy. As for those who are hated by haters, i'd say Congratulations, you know why ? When you are hated by a crowd, it means you are also loved by another crowd. Probably even bigger than the haters crowd. The more poeple hate you, the bigger the crowd of people who'll love you. It just shows how high and important your status really is. That's how the world revolves. Keep that in mind now ;)

XOXO,
Inez.

A Toast to Dreamers

2010-03-17T16:55:00.005+08:00

The Other End of the Line. It's a chick flick but its definitely worth watching ! This movie is about this Indian girl from Mumbai who isn't afraid to dream and It caught me thinking about my dream my adventure my life. Yes, I know exactly what i'm gonna do after SPM and i know thats where my life would begin. I'd go for auditions and tons of castings maybe :D Still, It sucks that there isn't any [AUP] or [SAM] for what i'm gonna do. I'm not giving up just yet though, Who knows, maybe one day you'll see me on Tv or maybe on the big screens, ah , definitely on the first page of the papers, an oscar statuette in my hand :D oh, that'd be great wouldn't it ?

XOXO,
Inez.

World Gone Loco

2010-03-14T17:53:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ95z6ywcBY

This Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce's music video is just ... well, in a way it's BRILLIANT and in other ways it's WEIRD. Haha. The choreography is so awesome and the costumes are amazing. Lady Gaga's body SUPER HOT ! They actually manage to look fabulous *in a way* in those crazy outfits and make-up. This is the kinda music video where you love it or hate it. As for me .. I LOVED IT! So watch it and you just might will too :D

P.S. I couldn't post that music video in here *for some reason* so just highlight the link and paste it in a new tab :) or just click on the link at God knows where.

With Love,
Inez.

Leaving the Dark Hole

2010-03-13T00:47:00.003+08:00

Test's over and I get 6 days off from school next week. :D I'm still planning on what to do with my free time. I need to get out and hang out with more normal people instead of hanging out with Jason who thinks WTF is Wednesday Thursday Friday. =.= I wanna go ice-skating with the Babes but some of them aren't free and Mikko says it'll be crowded during the holidays. Then Mic suggested we go for paintball, which we are still wondering where to. I suppose next week would be an amazing week. Make-up Dress-up Looking FAB :) ooh ~ can't wait ! ;)

XOXO,
Inez.

Filling in the Cast Form

2010-03-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

I went to this advertisement casting. I was super physced about it ! I hope they call me soon .. :) please do call me ! teehee .. Thank you Mikko for bringing me :) It means A LOT.

The best part was that my mom was there with me ! She was so supportive and i love her for that. <3

P.S. I also got to wear my new shoes ! :P super comfy. This i gotta thank my mom and Louise !

XOXO,
Inez.

floor it !

2010-03-08T16:13:00.005+08:00

I think you can tell how excited we were. All of us even cramped into the car when he explained the functions of the gadgets that was available in the car. After getting the new car, the salesman bought unit trust from Mumee. She loves her job :P After getting the car, Louise drove Wira *along with Jason in it home. Mumee and i went over to uncle ho bun teng's reflexology centre for a free foot massage. Uncle Ho Bun Teng was awfully nice to feed us lunch. We ate sashimi. YUMM ~ ! When we left, we treat ourselves to some durian. Yummay :D

XOXO,

Inez.

keep it coming !

2010-03-08T15:22:00.006+08:00

It just keeps getting better ! From new shoes to new pup and now a brand new car ! Life is great isn't it. ;)

XOXO,

Inez.

Pongal

2010-03-05T15:38:00.001+08:00

7.30 a.m.
While my Malay friends were celebrating Maulidur Rasul, we moral students headed off to the field. Puan Saminder a.k.a Teacher Sam started taking pictures of the students with traditional costumes. I brought mine but was too lazy to change. :P My favourite costumes of the day was Jayashantini's (at least that is what i think her name is) blue-ish grey sari and this form 4 chinese girl's cheongsam. She has quite a nice body and she looked petite in it. :) After the so-called photoshooting session, the boys headed out to look for woods * yes, i intend to make it sound Flintstone-ish. Then they were somehow divided into two groups, boys and girls and they all started the fire. Well, they tried to at least. After a few attempts, they had to get the friendly *i have no idea what his position is in the school board* man to help start the fire. The Boys' group managed to start the fire first. The fire in the Girls' group is well .. not starting. I was so excited i hopped back and forth between the two groups. You must be wondering why was i so excited when i don't even understand their language. Haha. I guess my understanding of Tamil and body language ain't so rusty after all. When the Girls' fire were FINALLY started, they poured a bottle of milk into the pot and started cooking it. Then this Chinese boy, Sing, came over and offered to help. He can be a little annoying sometimes but he was probably the most supportive Chinese among the others. Anyway, the smoke were so strong that it had everyone in tears. All those macho boys were crying ! Can you imagine ? Haha ! It was hilarious ~ When the pongal is put in, this Indian guy, Loga *not sure of the spelling* a.k.a Padayappa was sitting in front of the fire fanning. When he couldn't take the smoke anymore, he stood up wanting to leave but didn't realize that he was stepping on his veshti. His veshti fell to his legs and was dragged along as he walked. His friends tried to stop him from walking but his eyes and nose were burning so he had to push them away. When he realized what had happened, he was SO EMBARASSED .. We all laughed so hard he had to turn away .. After that people kept laughing and won't stop asking if his veshti was tied properly. Good thing he had his school pants on or else ... :O After stirring for quite some time, the two pots of pongal were ready to be served. The rice was a little hard but it was sweet. The whole point of this activity was for us Chinese to learn about their culture and eliminate racism. It was an amazing experience and i wish to do again, this time i would definitely dress up traditional. ;) Hopefully you'll be there to celebrate with me :)

XOXO,
Inez

and to think i'm the dramatic one

2010-03-04T19:00:00.006+08:00

There has been a lot of drama going on around me. Yeah, you heard me all right, AROUND.
Well, for starters, Vanesa thinks she had lost her 2 bestfriends and she won't stop crying and sulking .. which makes me sad too because i'm so used to her crazy but kind self and think she deserves better. Then there's JinIng, her boy's moving over to Korea on a scholarship study trip for 5 years. I know .. i'm happy and sad for her. After that, two of my bestfriends are in a conflict that is unresolved, a conflict i don't think can ever be resolved but good luck to that. Hmm ? oh yes, yes, this so-called conflict revolves around a boy. Definitely, DURR ~ I hate to see my that all of these are happening to all the ones that i love and i'd be more than happy to help but come on, what can i really do huh. There is nothing that i can do but watch while ripping my heart into bits. baah ~ okay .. that was a little dramatic but compared to them I'm not that much of a dramaqueen now am i ?

Inez.

1,2,3, testing testing

2010-02-27T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hello :) I'm watching down with love and trying really hard to customize my blog. I'm good in multi-tasking ;)
Teehee ..

a whole different experience

2010-02-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

This is my first time spending CNY with The Babes. Hanging out with The Babes were cool but the extra angpaus i got were even better ! Seriously we gotta do this again next year. We started out at Mikko's, MicLim's, Micasa ;), Liwei's, Lynn's and then over to JinIng's. I love Mikko's parents, they're so adorable, i hope they liked me too :P ; Miclim's room, filled with posters ; The interior design of LiWei's house ; Lynn's mama and mummy, again i hope they liked me too and the snacks over at JinIng's house :)

After house hopping, we went to curve as danny a.k.a mikko's boy wanted to pick up something from his friend.

P.S. The photos are not in order but the first one is my favourite.

LOL,

Inez :)

Fun Fact for You :D

2010-01-29T17:19:00.003+08:00

It's hard to believe that i'd published that previous post of mine. I mean the sane Inez wouldn't have done that. But then again, Inez is not even close to being sane. Inez + sane = INsane. OMG. Lame ! okay. so here's the deal. I guess i was high. Pardon me, high on SUGAR, not the other thing you think you have in mind. Haha. Just wanted to let you know, I'm a natural psycho so bite me ! or i will ;)

LOL,
Inez :)

Random Crazy Freaky Ideas

2010-01-26T19:37:00.008+08:00

Its been a long time since i camwhored and photo-blog. And when i start, i just can't stop !
One more thing, the photos gets more and more retarted as you scroll down ..

And here it comes ...

I get random crazy freaky ideas all the time. My friends get scared every single time they hear me say 'Hey, crazy idea .. ' and this is exactly what happens when i'm on my own and suffering boredom .. I WORK ON MY CRAZY RANDOM DREAKY IDEAS ;)But trust me .. this post is considered normal ..

LOL,

Inez :)

Makyung Anak Raja Dua Serupa

2010-01-25T20:09:00.003+08:00

Mengisahkan perpisahan dua orang beradik kembar iaitu Iras Kesuma dan Alam Kesuma yang berpisah semasa kecil. Iras Kesuma telah berpisah dengan adiknya akibat diculik oleh Raja Lanun. Apabila telah dewasa, Iras Kesuma telah meminta izin dengan ayahandanya untuk pergi mengembara sambil menambah pengalaman melihat dunia luar bersama rakyat jelata. Iras Kesuma yang telah berkahwin dengan Puteri Mayang Sari terpaksa meninggal isteri tercinta demi memenuhi hasrat dan impiannya.

Pada masa yang sama juga, Alam Kesuma telah meminta izin Raja Lanun untuk mencari ayah kandungnya sebelum dia dikahwin dengan Puteri Hitam Sebelah, anak kepada Raja Lanun. Beliau berjanji akan kembali semula kepada Raja Lanun setelah berjumpa dengan ayah kandungnya.

Semasa dalam perlayaran, Iras Kesuma dan anak-anak kapal singgah dan berlabuh di sebuah pantai yang dikuasai oleh Raja Lanun. Apabila Raja Lanun dimaklumkan terdapat sebuah kapal perlayaran berlabuh di kawasan perairannya maka beliau begitu marah lalu mengarahkan pengikut-pengikutnya menyerang kapal tersebut. Namun setelah melihat Iras Kesuma, Raja Lanun telah menyangkakan Iras Kesuma adalah Alam Kesuma dan menuduh Alam Kesuma telah belot kepadanya lalu ditawan Iras Kesuma dan anak-anak kapal yang lain. Maka bermula rintangan dan cabaran Iras Kesuma dan Alam Kesuma dalam riwayat kisah cerita Makyung.

My seat was on row 3 so it was very high up and far. The view was okay, i just couldn't see their facial expressions. I guess that's when i apply "you get what you give". My ticket costs only RM11.50. ;) Overall it was a great experience. Next stop, English Musical !

LOL,
Inez :)

Skipping class LEGALLY :)

2010-01-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

This week has been fun. Why you ask ? We were given the chance to skip class, thats why ! THE WHOLE SCHOOL :) but only for an hour. Durr :P

Co-corricular meetings has been going for the last four days. I joined, PBSM, Performing Arts Club and the volleyball club.

PBSM; my first-time-ever-in-god-knows-how-long chinese crush is in :) I got hold no post in here but i'm glad because our SU is super adorable !

Club of Performing Arts; FINALLY ! MY WISH HAS BEEN HEARD AND ANSWERED! And the best part is that i'm going to ISTANA BUDAYA tomorrow night! This is all so exciting. For the first time, there's a lot of confidence in me. I feel like my dreams have now turned into ambitions and those ambitions will soon turn into goals that i'll one day hit. TRUST ME :D

Volleyball; As usual, this is my favourite sport among all the others and this time i was appointed Treasurer :) I feel a little obligated but aah .. I have a faith in INEZ :D

P.S. I hope everyone will enjoy saturday night too ! :)

LOL,
Inez :)

You Need an Umbrealla cos I'm Too Hot !

2010-01-19T18:13:00.004+08:00

I was sitting at the pondok in front of the cabin, waiting for my driver to come pick me up. I was reading my history textbook when i heard someone say 'hey you.' It was shormeet's SO-CALLED-BEST-FRIEND *god forbid he ever sees this*.

We talked a bit and he left. When he was done rounding the school, he came back.

Jasdeep : Why are you still in school ?

Inez : Well, i'm supposed to be home by now.

Jasdeep : So why aren't you ?

Inez : I think its because my driver forgot about me. I'm feeling so thirsty, hungry, warm and frustrated.

Jasdeep : Warm ? Why didn't you say HOT ?

Inez : Cos i am HOT .. but i'm feeling warm.

Jasdeep : Oh, in that case, i'm gonna need an umbrella. It looks like its gonna rain.

Inez : No. You need an umbrealla cos i'm too hot for you.

Jasdeep : OH PLEASE LAH !

Haha. I know I know .. I'm a little poyo sometimes but SO WHAT ?! Thats really why people like me. :P Its one of my good qualities ;)
*oh here comes the poyo-ness again*
Life's too short for any of us to not be poyo. SO peeps, POYO AWAY !

LOL,
Inez :)

crazy but sane ?

2010-01-17T15:50:00.003+08:00

I was told by my additional mathematics teacher to collect all additional mathematics book two from my classmates.
I felt so obligated that i reminded all my close friends about the hand in.

So yesterday, i was online facebook-ing with Mida and msn-ing with Shormeet. I reminded both of them to bring their books TOMORROW. I said TOMORROW,which means today.

When i realized that TOMORROW was a Sunday, i apologized and told the both of them that i was going crazy. Guess what they replied .. They said, Inez, you are crazy. Haha. I had to agree with them because i am known for being crazy but then i got even crazier. I said, hey, i am crazy but i'm crazily sane.

I mean, crazy but sane ? Inez is really going kookoo.

With lots of crazy love,
Inez :D

Drizzling Mud Rain on a Paper White Ice Ring

2010-01-17T14:58:00.002+08:00

I have red freckle-ish like rashes around my eyes.
This was how it came.

I'm confused whether to take Engineering Drawing or Accounts. If possible, i want neither. One of my teacher told me that i have to take either Engineering Drawing or Accounts. My mom wants me to take Accounts but i don't think i have enough time to study both form 4 and 5 syllabus in 8 months time.

My mom thinks its just another excuse of mine. She said i didn't do anything for the past two months and that i was really enjoying my holidays.

YES. I WAS ENJOYING MY HOLIDAYS. ENJOYING THE PAIN I HAD TO SUFFER. :S I was ill, yes, but it is still not an excuse. I didn't study because i guess deep down i just don't wanna face it. It as SPM. In this matter, it is my fault, entirely. I admit it and now i'm gonna do all it takes to fix this.

So that is how i got the red freckle-ish like rashes around my eyes came. I cried, cried and cried til those rashes were forced out of my face like drizzling mud rain pouring on a paper white ice ring leaving stains afterwards.

God forbid i scare anyone in school tomorrow, with my spectacles and rashes.

Inez :S